I miss and love you all. Hope you and your SO’s are doing wonderful.
This blog has been too hard to go on, for what it once stood for. If you would like to talk to me or anything, I’m always on my second blog,
www.beautiful-turquoise-waters.tumblr.com
feel free to say hi. Best of luck to you all, Ill pop in on here now and again, maybe restart this blog as a positivity blog like my others? It just hurts too much to be on this blog.
Keep strong and hold on guys,
-Courtney
Anonymous asked: do u miss him
more than anything.
In a way i know this is good for us personally..but it still sucks, it still kills me every morning. Some days I think I’m doing alright..and then a second later someones thrown a brick at my chest and Im back to square one.
Yeah..I miss him alot
Anonymous asked: Listen to I want crazy by Hunter Hayes.. It could be a good cry or give an idea.. Don't shoot it down till ya give it a shot, and hey good luck with everything!
This song makes me think what you’re hinting at already. It’s been on replay for about a week. Thanks for the suggestions(:
artist-refs:
skyscribbles:
deathtosquishies:
clefairyclefairyclefairy:
h31r0fd00m:
P S FUCKING A
SEE THIS NAIL POLISH? YOU’VE PROBABLY SEEN IT IN HOT TOPIC.
STOP USING IT.
THIS SHIT CONTAINS LEAD
I’M PRETTY SURE THEY STOPPED SELLING IT (I CAN’T FIND IT ON THEIR SITE) BUT IN CASE YOU DO OWN SOME OF THIS STUFF (IT’S USUALLY CHEAP OR ON SALE).
DON’T USE IT.
LEAD
I WAS BITING MY NAILS WHEN I FOUND THIS OUT MONTHS AGO
JUST STOP
I HAVE THIS NAIL POLISH JESUS CHRIST


THAT’S WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE NOW, THEY CHANGED THE PACKAGING BUT IT’S STILL THE SAME NAIL POLISH, IT STATES IT CONTAINS LEAD ON THE BLACKHEART SITE BUT NOT ON THE HOT TOPIC ONE
EVERYONE REBLOG THIS TO RAISE AWARENESS
the thing I like most about this is that the original bottles have a skull and crossbones on them like bottles of poison usually do
Okay this is probably legit, I can’t find a single site that says it’s not true, and some do say it has lead omo; Stay safe, followers!
Isn’t there some kind of law about products using lead? Like… at the very least, there’s gotta be a warning lable…
…
How fitting. That new bottle is skull shaped.
Actually, now I wanna get one just for the skull shaped bottle.
(via my-onceuponatime)
I know what I felt, and I know what I said, but dont thinkI dont think about it
Dont think I dont have all regrets
Dont think I dont think about it, what coulda been shoulda been all worked out
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends but I’m alone
Sitting home alone watching guy code
Yep tonight sucks.